Sunday, April 27, 2008

Good Movie

So a couple of friends and myself went to the movie Baby Mama today and it was hilarious! I could barely breathe half the time. The two main characters make me want to pee myself they are so funny. Before this movie...Mean Girls and Anchorman were my favorite comedy movies....Baby Mama is now my top. I feel like I am abandoning my others and I don't want to make them sad, but I'm pretty sure that since I wet myself 4 times during this movie...it's reasonable right?

Here is a clip of the movie...you should def. go to this website and watch it...it's only like 30 seconds long.

http://www.imdb.com/video/screenplay/vi1474363673/

Well, I better go do some homework because Lord knows I have about 67 hours of homework to do. I really shouldn't have gone to the movie, but I wanted to see it so bad and I needed a break. Yes, that is me trying to justify my sluffing off.

Have a good day everyone!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Woo Hoo!

*I'm in Business Club.

*Business Club is going on a trip.

*Destination: San Francisco, California.

*Seven of us.

*Depart two days after graduation.

*Amber and I made the itinerary today.

*I'm really really excited to go on this trip!!!

P.S. Have a great day everyone!

P.S.S. If you are a secretary....HAPPY SECRETARY DAY!!!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Fiona and Chantelle



Check out this fancy llama! I just that she was so cute. I named her Fancy Fiona and I really hope that she's not a he because we could definitely have some identity crisis issues on our hands. I wouldn't want to be the cause of such a horrible occurence. So Fiona...please be a lady.

I just wanted to write and wish everyone an amazing day!!! I hope that it's the most fabulous Sunday that you have had thus far. Also I wanted to post a video from YouTube because this girl is amazing and most all of her songs are amazing. She is only 15 years old. Wow.



ENJOY!!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Schpeels

I was out with my friends last night because it was my friend's birthday. So once I got done serving tons of foreign food at the Taste of Nations Dinner put on by the Business Club I called my friends to see where they were. They were on their way to a bar called Army's because it is the only place that one can bust a move :) Much to our dismay the Rock, Paper, Scissors Tournament Finals were being held there so no dancing until late into the evening so we entertained ourselves with darts and pool.

Finally we got to dance, and on our way down to the floor a girl asked me how I was doing. I hadn't seen her in a while and last year I was suppose to talk to her about "her eating habits." Our mutual friend just happens to be the girl that I started my "diet" with...back in the day. She didn't know who else to turn to so she came to me asking me to talk to this girl. However, I never did get a chance to talk to her.

So once she asked me how I was doing...I was like, "Fine! How are you?!" *I'm a little slow I guess* She goes, "How's your eating?" I reply with, "Oh ya know...some good times, some not so good times....and you?" She answers back, "Yeah, me too. Does Chris know?" I say, "No. Does Travis?" She goes, "No."

Trust me...I do have a point to my boring story and here it is: Chris and I never talk about anything like that. If I have a bad day - I go in our room, shut the door, turn on my instrumental CD, and journal. He'll come in(knowing that something's not right) and go "Everything ok?" To which I always say, "Yeah, I'm fine." After that he always asks again just in case I'm going to change my mind and pour out my heart...haha. That isn't going to happen.

Here's my dilemma..I know that wives are suppose to be able to tell their husbands anything. Confide in them with every little worry, want, and funny story...BUT I can't. Even thinking about it gives me the willies. Am I just suppose to walk up to him and say, "Yeah. I'm really stressed with school. I work 55 hours a week. I never really get to just sit down and watch a movie or anything. The only free time I have is in the car when I'm driving to my next destination. I need to work out. I'm fat. I need to get my hair dyed. It looks like shit. My eyebrows...wait..EYEBROW needs to be weedwacked into 2. I'm not getting along with my mother in the slightest. My nephew is probably going to be sent to the state hospital in June. AND I'm a teensy bit sleepy." Because I know what I would do. I would finish all of that schpeel with the good ol' fashinioned, "But don't worry..I'll be fine."

Does anyone ever feel like their "schpeel" is too ridiculous to even complain to someone about? Will Chris care about any of the things that I deem stressful? Well, I'm done with my rant ladies. Have a great day and thanks for reading :) Peace out home slices.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Exhausted

Hello everyone!

I am hoping that everyone is doing well, and that you know that I am always sending good thoughts your way. It is sad that I can't post as much as I would like to. However, once school ends you can be expecting more frequent posting from Sav the Spaz. (Wow...I'm witty...or challenged...whichever)

Well, school is officially over for me in 25 days and I am getting pretty excited! I just finished a 20 page paper that nobody in my group helped me with, but I am too nice to tell my teacher that I received no help and that I think I should get the grade all to myself. Plus, I am not that selfish. I just got done judging NFL speech(national speech) which is pretty exciting because the winners of this competition go on to compete against the winners from let's say...Utah :) I don't know what exciting city they all get to go to, but I am still very happy and proud of all of the competitors that I have been watching for the past 2 days.

I had to come back early so I didn't get to judge finals. However, I came back early because I have to compete in another Business Plan competition, but this one is right here in Dickinson. I haven't looked at my powerpoint or my paper since January, and I am very very nervous. I compete in an hour and a half...I'm just waiting for my partner to come to the library.

Another exciting venture is tomorrow morning. I get to give a powerpoint presentation on the 20 page paper that I wrote on Barnes and Noble. Oh how excited I am! :) My partners are 2 boys from Russia and 1 girl from the Bahamas so that makes me even more nervous because their english is not amazing, but they are getting better by the day so I'm also proud of them. (However still angry that they did not help me AT ALL with the paper)

On a good note...my birthday is May 7th and I already know what I'm getting myself....a university diploma. Have a good day all you fine ladies! I love you very much and think about you daily.

Sav

P.S. There was a speech that mocked eating disorders and I couldn't help but giggle. Apparently eating is set up like a train. This food train is set up in a way that a girl is suppose to get on the train, eat, and then shit the food out. By throwing up, we are derailing the food train...AND...by not eating we aren't even getting on the train. How good is that?! I loved it and it took a lot of work not to bust up laughing in the middle of the speech. Sorry if any of you were offended, but I knew Brie would laugh so I thought I would put it on here if not to make her smile...maybe a couple more :)

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Worn out

Does anyone ever feel that they have so much going on that recovery doesn't even make it onto the list? I really just don't have time for it right now. That sounds completely lame, but I really don't. I'm sure I could prioritize better, actually I know I could, but I don't want to. This other stuff needs to get done also. Of course I would love to just quit everything, but I'm so damn close to being done that I can't give up. However, yes I will graduate on May 10th, and then things are suppose to be "easier", but how in the hell is starting a career and possibly a family easier!? Haha...I'm just complaining and stressed. Sorry.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Oh so tempting offer...

WARNING!!! May be triggering!!! Viewers discretion is advised!

Alright, so tonight at work..I was dealing blackjack and all was pretty well - minus the fact that I'm insanely wore out - when I'm approached by yet ANOTHER person...

Individual: "Oh my gosh, are your expecting?! That's so exciting!!"

Savannah: "No, I'm not...just a little fluffier than since we hung out 4 years ago." Insert Laugh

Individual: "Oh, I'm sorry...that was really forward of me."

Savannah: "Nah...don't worry about it...it sadly happens a lot."

Individual: "Well, I could actually help you with that. Are you lookin' for an easy way to shed some?"

Savannah: Laughing inside...oh here we go...just stick your finger down your throat... "Why yes, I would love to hear the latest fad diet." smiles

Individual: "It's rather dangerous, but it really works for me and my friends....meth."

Savannah: stunned!!! "Whoa. Wasn't expecting that answer."

Individual: "I can get it for you really cheap...like half price."

Now...I'm listening, but why I am I listening? I come from a middle class family...my mom was a retail manager, my step-dad is a power plant operations manager, I'm in my senior year of college, I'm an aunt, I'm married for goodness sake....yet I yearn for more information.

Savannah: "Oh really." fake laugh, but really I am curious still not knowing why


Ladies!!!! This is NOT me. Yet I feel the need to do this. No, an eating disorder didn't scare me...why would meth right? This is completely insane, yet I want to try it so bad. I don't even know what it looks like. I don't even know how you would ingest/inhale/drink/smoke/dancethejigaround it. I don't know anything about it, but because I can lose weight doing it..I'm willing. I've always known that meth could make a person lose tons of weight because it's common knowledge, but I have never taken this much interest in it. I don't know what to do. I should probably tell my therapist, but what if I do (Gosh forbid) try it...then she'll know...and then I'm in A LOT of trouble. I don't know what to do, and I don't know where else to turn. I'm scared that I might actually try this...knowing that it is not characteristic of me. Please help.